Comic books aren’t really my thing. At least they didn’t used to be my thing. Reading them infuriates me—which bubble am I supposed to read next? I want the stodginess of left-to-right prose on the page, or the visual pacing of poetry’s line breaks. But right now, I’m co-teaching a course on Marvel’s Black Panther with a colleague of mine during my school’s Interim period. We wanted to teach together, and oddly, I threw out the idea, in part because I loved the film and in part because I knew comic books ARE his thing. He could be the expert on comics and character; I could teach storytelling, archetypes, Postcolonial theory.
Two things have affected me most during this experience: 1) the shift in classroom dynamics when black students have a black teacher and a curriculum that privileges black life, and 2) Erik Killmonger.
If you’ve seen the film, you’re picturing Michael B. Jordan’s Erik Killmonger—T’Challa’s forsaken cousin, left to his own defenses in 1990s Oakland, whose sense of injustice and vengeance turn him into Black Panther’s evil shadow. In the comics they’re not related, but Ryan Coogler’s decision to increase their kinship, at least in terms of bloodline, works to amp up racial and historical subtext. Viewers end up watching two brothers, wrought from the same DNA gold: strength, intelligence, beauty. But they’re different too. One respects women, one doesn’t. One has the capacity for humility and change, one doesn’t. The story becomes a case study in environmental influence on character.
It’s hard for me to watch Erik Killmonger and not love him. For one thing, despite his acting prowess, whenever I encounter Michael B. Jordan on screen, I first see Vince Howard, the big-hearted quarterback from seasons four and five of Friday Night Lights. I assign an immediate vulnerability to any exterior toughness. Vince and Eric share some similarities—missing fathers, economic hardship, and danger’s temptations beckoning from every corner. But Vince has a loving, if flawed, mama, and a loving mentor in Coach Taylor. Erik Killmonger has himself. He embodies the worst effects of diasporic exile, which estranges people from community and geography and cuts clean the through line to ancestral identity and inheritance. He is a character who senses the wreckage of chance.
Our students empathize with him too, although they want T’Challa and Wakanda to prevail. He delivers hard truths like “Didn’t life start here on this continent? So ain’t all people your people?” and “Bury me in the ocean with my ancestors who jumped from the ships, because they knew death was better than bondage.” At the end of the film, when he finally witnesses a true Wakanda sunset and remarks, “It is beautiful,” his voice breaks. As do our hearts. Each time I watch that scene I want the sun to set on his pain, on the poison that racism plants in wounded soil. Some of our students even cried—I think they know what I know, that while Killmonger’s anger is righteous, his killing is not. He has to be defeated, but his defeat takes a toll on Black Panther.
What does Erik Killmonger have to do with classroom dyamics?
Well, at the risk of simplifying complexities into tidy analogies, students can feel exiled too. At my school—a predominately white, wealthy and traditional college preparatory—black students rarely enter classrooms with more than one other student, maybe, that looks like them and even more rarely do they greet a black teacher at the door. Moreover, they rarely encounter stories about people of color that aren’t stories of victimhood or oppression. To Kill a Mockingbird, Othello, The Bean Trees, even—I admit it--Citizen.
Twice now, I’ve co-taught a unit or a course with a black colleague. Here’s what I can attest to: students of color immediately gravitate to and revere the teacher of color and I become….less important in the room. It’s not that students don’t respect me, or even love me, but I’m incidental to something bigger happening, something akin to lineage, to the restoration of homeland.
This week I’ve tried to infect my eldest son with a love of Black Panther. He asks questions, “Where is Wakanda, Mama?” and “Who are the bad guys?” I don’t really have answers—I want to say things like, “Wakanda is inside us,” or “Bad guys were good once,” but I don’t. I let him skim through Christopher Priest’s images and words on his own.
“Black Panther is the same color as my brother,” he says one night while he’s shoving spoonfuls of macaroni and cheese into his mouth.
“Yes,” I say.
And then I worry about ancestral exile. And then I love my colleagues. Children like my second, black son will need them in the room if only to remind them that beautiful sunsets exist, and so do kings, so do warrioresses.
And Vibranium too.